My ways…

…are higher declares the Lord Isaiah 55:8-9

Monthly Archives: October, 2012

Looking ahead….

to what?  I’m not sure.  This looking ahead thing is difficult.  More difficult than I anticipated.  I’ve programmed myself for the last 7 months to think only of today.   Most of the time it has worked…but thoughts of the future are creeping in.  Life without my best friend, my husband, is becoming more and …

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It’s happening…..

that “New Normal”.  The new normal that seemed impossible to happen.  The new normal that I didn’t want to come.  The new normal that I wanted so the pain would lessen. I don’t know that the pain has lessened.  Some aspects of it have I guess.  I don’t cry every day.  But now the pain …

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I just had to…..

read it.  The official autopsy report.  It was important to me to know exactly what happened to the body of the man I had loved for almost 20 years.  Call it morbid, I don’t know.  But I had to know.  It was the hardest thing I’ve ever read.  But I’m glad I did.    I …

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