Monthly Archives: January, 2013
Home remodeling, taxes……
on my own. Very strange. These were two things Chris and I ALWAYS did together. Just two more things for me to get used to doing on my own. Last February Chris decided that I should do our taxes on my own. He wanted to make sure I understood all the steps of gathering …
How did I make it….
this long? I really don’t know. One thing I’m sure of is God’s grace in my life. For some reason this particular anniversary of Chris’s death is hard. Ten months seem like an incredibly long time to live without your spouse, to be a single parent. I feel a bit more confident in …
Is it possible….
that the fog in my brain could be lifting? Only someone who has been through the fog of grief can understand what I’m talking about. It’s difficult to explain, but when it starts clearing you are amazed that you have lived so long in the fog. I find myself looking around, not believing that I/we …
Entering 2013…..
as a widow. It’s only taken me 9 months to get used to saying that I’m a widow. Sometimes it still gets stuck in my throat. But it’s becoming more familiar as time goes by. I still remember the first New Year’s Chris spent with my family. We had only been engaged a week. Yes, …
My ways... 